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Buy Diazepam 2Mg Online In the end, my husband told me that I should do whatever it was that made me happy. He’s supportive like that. So I resolved to start my job search — a process that is sure to be long and arduous, since it will take a special kind of position with a special kind of company to take me away from my kids. In the meantime, I’ll continue to do what I love most and horrify you all with the particulars of my days.
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In all honesty, I was looking great until I started drinking again; then all of the alcoholic calories started loitering in my back. It’s a good thing my husband likes those lower back dimples, because I now have 3 inexplicable rows of them. Like a game of tic tac toe, only the person with the X’s forgot to play. And despite the fact that I’m actually back to my pre-pregnancy weight, things…fall…differently than they used to. Which I got to find out in real time the other day. My husband was in the bath, relaxing to the soothing sounds of Future Radio, and I had decided to put on a little show. Before he knew it, I was tub-side, twerking. And before I knew it, he was videotaping me. Which I took to be nothing but a good sign. He wanted to remember this moment forever. And upon watching the video myself, I’d soon find out why.
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My husband tried to comfort me by pointing out how good my butt and thighs looked when I brought myself back to center mass at the conclusion of the clip. And all I could think was, great, I look fantastic when parked at a dead stop. But put this baby into drive, and I’m likely to have my license revoked. Who cares though, right? Who needs motion? Just tell my kids to excuse me while I stand around like those statue people on Bourbon Street. Minus the street. Plus the bourbon. However much is required to make me forget that I watched that video.
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And, sadly, the bad news doesn’t stop there. After two years of hiding out in the caves of Afghanistan, my period finally decided to return and recommence its reign of terror. The onset felt oddly similar to the intro at a basketball game. The production team shoots off bursts of fire, and the crowd stomps their feet in the stands, causing the arena to shake and rumble. And then, through the darkness, an unwelcome visitor emerges through the tunnel. Now all I needed to do was appoint a terrible commissioner over my vagina and I’d have the makings of my very own basketball league. Only this particular game would ensure that no balls would be venturing near my hoop.
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Apart from that, we’ve never been closer! And my life is vastly improved in other respects as well. As anyone who is friends with me on Facebook certainly knows, Al Golden is no longer the University of Miami’s head football coach. And it didn’t happen a second too soon, since he was still trotting out the goal of winning the Coastal. For those unaware, winning the Coastal division of the ACC is akin to being the tallest midget. And I mean no offense to any midgets who may be reading this – I can assure you you’re still a bigger person than Al. But seriously, who goes into year 5 with such a pitiful goal? That’s like telling your adolescent child, “If all goes well, you’ll get a C on this test!” “God willing, you won’t fail your driver’s test more than once!” “You’ll grow up to be a candidate in the Republican primary!”
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After roughly an hour, I emerged from the shower, now closely resembling a toddler. Having given birth to a Patrick clone, my daughter and I finally had a shared trait. The road to get there had seemingly been endless, but I had arrived at the other end of the rainbow, ready for my pot of gold. I decided to reward my efforts with a Lush bath and, after great thought, settled on a French Kiss Bubble Bar. It was my attempt at demonstrating solidarity with Paris, in a first world kind of way.
Twenty satisfying minutes later, I stepped out of the bath, toweled off, and joined my husband in bed. Our tired bodies met in the middle, as we settled into our usual sleep position — his arm protectively draped over my midsection; his legs affectionately intertwined with mine. He, the big spoon, and me, the little — mirroring our usual positions in life. I’ve always appreciated how his 6’1 stature dwarfs my 5’6 frame. It’s always made me feel protected and feminine, which is a trait I don’t usually possess in spades. And as we lay in bed, holding each other, I drifted off into a peaceful slumber, reflecting on the tremendous fortune that had been bestowed upon me. Sure, my bank account may be empty; my sleep, patience, and spare time meters running on E. But my life — my life has never felt more full.